Think Thin

Anyone know any model diets?

I mean serious ones that models live by or something. Like any extreme restriction ones. And diet soda: is it okay to have if i’ve not eating much of anything else?

Anonymous asked: Are you aware that this tumblr was on Gok Wan's show? He was basically showing how blogs like these are putting teenage girls into depression because they're not thin enough. I'm not judging you on your eating problems, but I'm just saying I don't think it is right to provoke others to 'think thin' because sometimes they can take it a bit too far...

I don’t think he actually showed my tumblr specifically did he? And anyway i say this all the time (and this shouldn’t matter because i’m not using this tumblr much at all anymore) i set this up for myself because i was sick and i was sad and it helped me to throw my thoughts out and i posted things that made me feel better in a sick, bad way i know. But to judge me on that and say that i was trying to tell people to be sick and be skinny is wrong.

I never gave people unhealthy tips and i believe that all body types are beautiful. I have a mental disease and i used this blog to help myself and it gave me people to talk to who were suffering from the same thing. In no way did i use it to harm others. The title of my blog was made a long time ago when i was younger and sicker and i plan on changing it.

But if you haven’t notices i don’t post much of anything anymore. So really, i don’t think anyone has the right to tell me that i’m doing something to harm others when i’m not directly trying to. I don’t know how many times i have to say that i have an eating disorder and i don’t promote them to finally get my point across that i’m not trying to be the bad guy. I can’t control if people follow me. And trust me i’ve gotten messages asking about not eating, and unhealthy stuff like that and i refuse to answer them now. The only advice i give out is to eat healthy and exercise but not over do it and to stay safe and healthy.

I’m not going to be active on this tumblr right now. I’m not deleting it because who know, i might need it again. So i won’t be answering any messages or anything so i’m sorry if you asked me something.

Anonymous asked: how do you resist food? i want to be skinny so much but i always have cravings and find it so hard to resist certain foods especially when i'm eating out

It’s not about resisting food, it’s about portioning food. If you have a craving then eat what you’re craving. Just eat smaller portions of it. You’re more likely to binge if you try and resist everything you want to eat.

Okay, something that really pisses me off to no end is when people say “Everyone is beautiful! You don’t have to be super skinny to be beautiful. Girls who are super skinny are ugly and gross. No one wants a bag of bones.”

But doesn’t that defeat the point of saying everyone is lovely the way they are no matter what their body looks like? Don’t get me wrong, i wish for everyone to be safe and healthy and happy, but just because you’re super skinny or super overweight, how does that make you less of a beautiful or good person? No one should be put down because of their weight period.

A new year. A new year to hate myself. A new year in which i’m still not skinny enough.

I think i’m close to hitting my rock bottom.

I think i’ll save you all the trouble and put this behind a read more.

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